F-F-FREEEDOOM!!!

freedom means so much to me
after getting my 14 lessons for exams
at last i get my freedom today.
1. kimia-kwn : gatot
2. bahasa-penjas : lumayan
3. mtk-sejarah : lumayan
4. ingg-tpb : goodddd~
5. fisika-agama : better than last semester
6. biologi-gambar : better than the other mipa -_-
7.last komp-pemograman : acak2an :))
then i get my HOLIDAYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
until 3rd Jan.
wait my other story,
WELCOME HOLIDAYSSS
WELCOME CHRISTMAS
WELCOME 2012
God bless :D

Make it happen!:)

i am dreaming all of my world and i'm on the way for making them happen:)

great day

17-11-2011
i just watched seagames with my class
the special one is not the match
but the awesomeness time and day with my class
here it is
XII IPA 5 :*

where are you now?

To my favorite teacher
Who told me never give up
To my 5th grade crush
Who I thought I really loved
To a guy I missed
And the girls we missed
Where are you now?

To my ex-best friends
Don´t know how we grew apart
To my favorite band
And sing-alongs in my car
To the face I see
In my memories
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I´m thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn´t for you
I would never be who I am

To my first girlfriend
I thought for sure was the one
To my last girlfriend
Sorry that I screwed it up
To the one I loved
But didn't show it enough
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how,
how to live like I do
If it wasnt for you
I would never be who I am.

And I'll never see those days again
And things will never be that way again
But thats just how it goes,
People change,
But I know
I wont forget you

To the ones who cared
And who were there from the start
To the love that left
and took a piece of my heart
To the few who´d swear
I´d never go anywhere
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I´m thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn´t for you
I would never be who I am

If it wasn´t for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn´t for you
I´d be nothing
Where are you now?

great, good, and also bad,

OH! HELLO NOVEMBER!:D
it's just a great, good, and also bad november right?
my hometown celebrates 26th SEAGAMES 2011 here
we should said A BIG CONGRATULATION to Indonesia which had been chosen as a country which will hold the seagames
and also Comodo Island has won as 7 wonders in this world!!! <:-p
that's great.
and i just got 3 days holidays from school to celebrate seagames
oh yeah  but i just spend it not wisely
aha, i only play games, watch movie, or watch dvds only -_-"
but, today 12-11-11 i just watched "monte carlo" from selgom
and i appreciate that selena just a good woman
although beliebers dont like her, but i do like her haha
cause she made monte carlo well
after watching that dvd, i thank god i lost my boring :$
hem, after i got exhausted because of caring of MY FRIENDS! yeah i call it"FRIENDS"
i just realize what does it mean -.-"
maybe nothing -.-
uhm, dont make me lose my holidays on this feeling -.-"
okay, another bad news that school will hold the exams on 2nd dec!!! oh man!!!
what can i do! especially on physick! yeah physick!! -__-!!
okay, it will mean i must be a good and nice girl with glasses on her eyes and books in her hands.
fine.
thank you.
have a nice november.

jj-

At last...

at last
know
at last
know

:(

Color Phase

I am the red in the rose, the flowers on the blankets on your bedroom floor.
I am the gray in the ghost that hides with your clothes behind your closet door.
I am the green in the grass that bends back from underneath your feet.

I am the blue in your back alley view where the horizon and the rooftops meet.
I am The black in the book, the letters on the pages that you memorize.
I am the orange in the overcast of color that you visualize.
I am the white in the walls that soak up all the sound when you cannot sleep.
And I am the peach in the starfish on the beach that wish the harbor wasn’t quite so deep.


If you cut me I suppose I would bleed the colors of the evening stars.
You can go anywhere you wish cause I’ll be there, wherever you are, my darling.

(wherever you are)


Adam♥

H A P P Y

I am happy if i choose to be happy

kalimat itu mengiang di telingaku sepanjang hari ini

benar, bahagia itu hak dan pilihan kita sendiri bukan?

so, just try to be a happy girl. happiest girl in your world ♥

Goodnight world ♥

Boomerang.

too much care = not good
too much kind = not good
uncare = not good
unkind = not good
hey what kind of human am I being?
hem, i have chosen my own way. So i must be responsible with my life choices
i have no regret for being me.
but time shows me this lessons
for being patient
and one of the most important one is THANKING GOD.
so, i'll feel life.

Live.Love.Laugh
thanks.
bye.

freedom.

hey, i am a human right?
so i have my own freedom right?
i don't like to be repressed!!
sometimes i think it's better to live alone.
the way i can find out my happiness.
just it.
far.
bye.

Hell-o

• Helloooo, it has been sooo long when i wrote my last blog. 
• i think i'm too busy to active my blog -_- it caused by many EXAMS and assignments from my hell-school!! -____-
• but i know one day i'll miss my school :P
• oya, you know what! i'm in HOLIDAY today!!! :)))) (biasa aja) but it isn't biasa aja for bangau! free from school in 4 days <=-P for celebrating school's bornyear :D
• HAPPY BIRTHDAY SMA XAVERIUS 1 <=-P
• and today i got cutting my hair, it looks short but beautiful (for me) :$
• this holiday can arrange my bedtime (again) cause i have no good time for sleeping since i'm busy for school -_-
• at last. I AM IN HAPPY MOOD NOW and i hope nothing can change it.
• Goondight.

forever (in my heart) :)

it has been long time for me not write something on my blog
there are many stories i want to tell.
one of them is my best one :)
they have painted my heart,life,face,and everything on me :)
i wanna thanks to all my friends, forever friends although not the best one because noone can be perfect.
So there is no bestfriend (the one who will always be perfect and be there for us)
but FOREVER friend (the one who unperfect but make our life more  perfect :) )
i love you my dear friends, jasdrel :)

iamstrongwheniamonYOURshoulder☺

terkadang aku hanya mengingatMu di saat sedih
terkadang kekesalan membuatku marah dan benci
terkadang kesenangan manusiawi membuatku lupa
terkadang aku egois
terkadang aku tak bersyukur
terkadang aku tidak melihat yang kekurangan, tpi sebaliknya
terkadang ku tak setia
terkadang aku menyangkal
tapi Kau selalu ada di sampingku senantiasa memberkati dan menasihati aku melalui berbagai cara
maafkan aku jikalau teradag hal diatas membuatku lupa akan kasihMu
terimakasih pula Kau telah setia menjadi Ayahku yang kekal
Terima Kasih dan Maaf yang hanya bisa kuucapkan
Thanks for giving Your shoulder when i'm down
Thanks GOD for understanding all my feelings :")

Tertanda dari anakmu yang lemah,
Joan♥

Little Gifts from GOD (4611)

yeaaahhh!! i'm that 17th girl now!! *dance*
dan seiring dengan berjalannya waktu. aku sadar dengan bertambahnya umur itu bertambah pula tanggung jawab aku dan aku harus menjadi sesosok orang yang lebih dewasa lagi
banyak kejutan yang aku dptkan dr org2 yang aku sygi dan kasihi di saat bahagia ini walaupun ulang tahunku jatuh pada tgl ujian biologi dan agama :s :s
Terimakasih pertama kepada Tuhan karena telah memberkati aku selama 17 tahun 10 hari ini :)

Terimakasih juga kepada papa mama dan koko karena telah menjadi keluarga yang telah membuat aku ada disini sekarang dan merasakan indahnya hidup

Terimakasih kepada teman-teman tersayang dan terkasih, Sahabat terbaik :)

thanks guys :*

4 Juni 2011 kemarin terlihat serperti biasa. seorang gadis yang berulang tahun dan diberi ucapan oleh teman-temannya. Tidak ada yang spesial sampai pada perayaan ulang tahun bersama anak-anak GITA di iResto yang menceritakan guru-guru sampai gelas pecah ;x :x

lalu sorenya aku disambut oleh surprise kecil oleh Tiara Fanie Cindy

they are my lil old best friend :)

this little surprise make me really fly. thanks guys :D

thanks guys :*

6 Juni 2011 dilalui dengan aktivitas biasa sampai saat aku bangun dr tidur siang ku dengan keadaan disekap dan kedua tangan dan kaki diikat serta kepala ditutup kain tebal. Terlihat ini ulah anak2 JASDREL!! aku diangkat dibanting ditimpa-timpa oleh para 4 cwok berbadan kekar. salah satunya koko aku!! ternyata dia ikut ambil bagian dlm mengerjai aku!! >:O

sampai di rumah audy aku dibiarkan tergeletak diatas semen yang penuh dengan kotoran kucing :s :s

dan disambut oleh banyak lilin serta 1 wajan penuh berisi nasi goreng

inilah surprise dari anak2 jasdrelllll. OMG.

this moment will be an unforgettable one.

thanks guys for this moment.



thanks for the gifts all :D



aku juga menerima banyak kado dari teman2 terdekat.

Terima Kasih semua.ini akan sgt bermanfaat bagiku :D

and this last lil' gifts from special persons jts n' jasdrel

thanks honeys :***

i cried when i see this :")

Lovely book ;)

JASDREL

JTSC :D

A Small Farewell Party of GITA's 52.53.54

Perpisahan GITA dirayaiin tanggal 10 Juni 2011 kemarin sdh mengukir sebuah momen indah di dalam pikiran kita semua

walaupun nggak semuanya hadir dlm perpisahan ini. tapi ini menjadi satu momen yg indah bagi kami semua :)

orang2 yang dtg pastinya pembina GITA yaitu Bu HW beserta anak dan suaminya

anak2 angkatan 52 yg dtg adlh sendy,c iin, c devinta, dan c della

anak2 angkatan 53 yg dtg adlh aku,nia,yosia,indra,yenny,dan voren

serta anak2 angkatan 54 yg dtg adlh surya,dya,novia,dewi,ananta, dan edo

momen2 saat kita menunggu org2 yg dtg untuk memulai makan.

lalu dilanjutkan doa yang dipimpin oleh c iin

dan akhirnya diakhiri oleh gosip2 antara anak-anak.

Mulai dari gosip masalah keuangan gita, sampai guru2 di sekolah LOL=D

Walaupun dlu aku suka ksl sm anak2 yg suka dak mau begawe utk kerjaan.

trs suka dak sabaran. telat terbit, tapi itulah pelajaran yang akan menjadi pengalaman hidup yang berharga.

Terimakasih ibu dan teman-teman telah mempercayai tanggung jawab kepada aku selama setahun ini :)

Kita tau bahwa sesuatu tidak ada yang abadi

begitu pula dengan pertemuan yang pasti akan diakhiri dengan perpisahan.

Thanks guys for this one-awesome-year.

Nothing can change our relationship as partner of GITA :)

the girls with lintang hho



walaupun idak lengkap tapi tetep berarti banyak perpisahan ini :')



Fight for EBS

i don't know how to say with this exammination :x
because it looks like scaring me
oh my GOD!!
today is 28th may.
Tomorrow will be the day of owl city's ticket concert!!
i hope i can get it with presale 2 price :((

my EBS's agenda will be :
30 May 2011 = Math, History
31 May 2011 = English, Cooking's less.
1 June 2011 = Indo, Civics
3 June 2011 = Physic, Electronics
4 June 2011 = Biology, Religious
6 June 2011 = Chemistry, potraiture
7 June 2011 = Comp., Sport less.

GOD bless me o:)

No Title

Vanilla Twilight - OwlCity
"But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone"

That Should Be Me - Justin Bieber

"Do you do what you did with me?

Does she love the way i can?

Did you forget all the mem's that you made with me?"

Kehilangan - Christina

"Daku tulus berkata

ucap terima kasih

segala pengoorbanan cinta"

Fireflies - OwlCity

"I'd like to make myself believe that this Earth turns slowly"

Nothing You - Bruno Mars feat B.O.B

"beautiful girls all over the world
i could be chasing but my time would be wasted
they got nothin' on you baby"

Marry You - Bruno Mars

"If we wake up and you wanna break up that's cool

No, i won't blame you. It was fun, boy"

Long distance - Bruno Mars

"Now the minutes feel like hours
And the hours feel like days
While I'm away
You know right now I can't be home
But I'm coming home soon,coming home soon"

Leaving On a Jet Plane - Chantal Kreviazuk"Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring"

Kiss,

Joan♥

Reminder :

- be a + thinker
- do not slouch
- try not to care
- always smile and having fun
- make myself comfortable with surroundings
- don't easily tempted
- be a strong girl
- remember papa and mama's advices
- get a good guy
- be a feminime :x
- be independent

bunch of kisses
Joan♥

Tangled Thoughts :(

I love the way you care..
I love the way you appreciate something..
I love the way you shy..
I love the way you are kidding..
I love the way you call..
I love the way you laugh..
I love the way you see..
3 days ♥

Just a small kiss
Joan♥

Buah Tangan Daddy

Buah Tangan Daddy :*

Daddy and Mommy come home todayy!!
It's an usual moment, but the one thing that unusual is 'buah tangan' LOL
i love the scrafs, actually those are my mom's scrafs, but i can use them too
they are too cute hoho
the purple one he got it from Batik Keris
the chocolate one he got it from Polonia, Medan's Airport
and the grey one he got it at Kuala Lumpur and the price only 10 RM= Rp. 30rbu
so cheaappp and i love the most is grey one
i also get t-shirt, that written 'it's tee time' yeahh TEE TIME ;)
and the last i get perfume, i've been waiting for this perfume because the fragrance is veryveryvery comfortable.
I was deliberately not to buy in Palembang because i want my father buy it for me :$
i think it's an usual moment but it means GREAT for me
thankyouu daddy
iloveyousososomuch =**

Bunch of Kisses,
Joan♥

1 year ago. These places, memories, joy and sorrow. Here, where memories are created. Taiwan ♥

i miss you all, ge wo uuuu :D

the girlsss ;;)

romantic LOL

twins LOLOL

memories from us :)

One word = EXCITED for Taiwan. Maybe it means the memories hehehe

this took date from 20th June - 11st July 2010

From uncle Halim, we got together going to taiwan

it was paid over 10 million :O but the memories replaced all of it

the members from Palembang are Billy, Boy2, Jeffy, Ivan, Felix, Tepen, Hansen (the boys)

The girls are Me, Juven, JS, Gita, Teje, Sella, Yuni, Evi, DO, Emen.

i am the youngest one thereeee!! i'm in 2nd SHS, and the others are in 3rd SHS xixxixi :x

our group joined with Pontianak's group, it seems fun

First time we arrived, we want to go homeee, ckckck

maybe it was because we were not familiar with these places haha

but, slowly we adjust ourselves to hve fun, and see!!

and we made it haha

the unforgetable places were the hotelsss, every places' hotel will provide special memories haha

there was a hotel on the mountain, beautiful, but we're very tired to get some breakfast, difficult -_-

we also went to many museum and universities,

some of us were interested to get education there after graduating from school haha

the awesome one is the library of Taiwan University, DAMN COOL~~~

there was also a college for studying mandarin languange, that college sells INDOMIE, SAMBAL ABC, and the other food from indo LOL

Taipei 101 tower also the damn cool one, unfortunately i didn;t get in there and I REGRETED IT!!!!

Juven and Sell got in and make us veryveryveryyyy envy :'(

another cool places were NIGHT MARKET

The most likely places!!! Many cheap, nice, and cool stuffs which we can get there,

one of my taiwan's friend which a shopaholic one is Sella xixixi :x

her luggage like want to expolde itself hahaha

i got 6 pairs of shoes there, ckckck

don't forget one important place is SEVEN ELEVEN hahaha

the most items which i buy usually are Korean Noodle Cup and Doraemon bread haha and also the milk and juice :x hehe

ramennn ramennn ;9

Taiwan also has many delideliiiicious foods

my fav ones are Ji pai, Mcd burger, Ramen, korean noodle cup and Doraemon bread :o

Ji pai looks like chicken katsu with cilli powder, HOT damn HOT haha



he's handsome, isn't he? hihi



ajiuuu, imissyou laa~

The others unforgetable is the peoples, most important = our Fu dao yen =((

my fav ones are Ajiu, Ping2, Mao2, Jing Kang, and Shincan =**

ajiu is humorous, ping2 is a wise person, mao2 is a handsome kind one, Shincan is ververyyy humourousss, Jing ang is a ...., she is slightly grumpy but she is a nice person =))

that's a little story and memory

but unforgetable,

i miss you all ♥♥♥

Bunch of Kisses,

Joan♥

Adam Young ♥

the most i ever like :**

Happy birthday Adam!! :D

AY ♥

Adam..
He has an ordinary name, but incridible abilities
special in voice and words
he melts me so muchhh
i am looking for his activities just this week
His songs from owlcity really really awesome
classic.beautiful.and appropiate with my life

Adam..
who was born 5 july 1986 is multitalented
He doesn't have handsome face
He doesn't use branded acsessories
but he's still awesome

Look at his blog!!
Many awesome post there, this is one of my reasons to blog although i'm lazy to do this hmm :x
http://owlcityblog.com/
His last post - The Real World which i think these words are lyrics :*
beautiful words <3333333
Read his post 'PLANT LIFE'
such a really really really extraordinary words,sentence, and feelings, all the word are alive ♥

Anyway,
Owlcity will organize a concert at Jakarta on 28 oct 2011
i've looked for the informartion
i reallyreallyreally want to watch his show!!
i hope mommy and daddy will allow me to watch this concert
hope on OWLCTOBER CITY :((

Adam Young - my exceptional man ♥

Bandung in Love



THE GIRLS :*



our BIG luggage hehe

 hihihi it's my first posttt :D
i'll fill it with my very very very exvited holiday march agooo
i spent my holiday with my 3 girlssss. They are Lia Oktarina, Audy Andana, and Selly.
First we had planned to go 7 persons
butt there are so many problems that make the boys can't join uss :(
first, Edo can't go because he must prepare anything for goin to Israel for some religious activities
second, Danny can't go because he got his leg broken!! grrr he is sooooo carelessss
and the last Reynaldi, he didn't want to go because he didn't to be the one boyy hahahahaha

But, i and the girls went to Bandung excitedly!!!
first time we arrived, we met Lia's second sister called UnWell (Uni Wella)
She is so beautifulllll :DD white and chubby
after that we met Lia's first sister called Uni Lusi, she looked fierce :x
but, after a long time we knew each other we knew that uni Lusi is a very kind ladyyy :))



In Bandung, i and the girls always ate ate ate ate and ateeeee

everyday we went until dawn :x :x

We ate Perkedel Bondon that opened at 23:00 - 04:00 o'clock
and then we ate Sop kambing which the chilli was veryveryveryyyyyyy HOT!! EXTREMELY HOT!!
the other food that make me can't forget is ... seafood at Pangandaran beach

although it's a usual food, but the taste and togetherness can't be fogotten!! :))



delidelicious ;9



Pangandaran beach is also unforgetable place

We ride the bicycle there, that was such a funnnnnnnn time!!

we spent our time at the side of beautiful beach

we went to Pasir Putih Beach too!! the sand was soo beautiful, they like diamond in the water

The corals were soooooo beautiful!! can't say anything about that!!

We got many cute photos there :DD

Although there were so many happy moments, we got sad moments too

one of them is we're crying together in pangandaran's room hotel because we shared all of our problems together, after we cried together we slept together until evening hahaha



another is selly's mobile was brokenn!! but but but, she has got new blackberry nowww :D :D

Other moment that i can't forget is MET and KNEW ICHAKKK!!!
first we met and ate together at giggleboxxx,
at that time selly didn't join us because she joined uni to play badminton
at giggle box, i,icha,audy and lia shared the life's problem together, i got many life's lesson from icha
now i've missed her sooo muchhh :'((

this is my holiday storyy,i'll not forget these momentsss :D
(there is no beach moment's photos because my laptop doen'st content it :( )